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the flying leaf
03 January 2020 @ 11:44 pm
I made a tumbllrrrr! :DDD

http://theflyingleaf.tumblr.com/

I'll fill it up with a lot of cute thing, I promise!
 
 
the flying leaf
13 March 2010 @ 08:33 pm
I know I've had many good friends, but you're one of the best.

It's never awkward, I'm myself, and I do enjoy your company.

I hope our fun times will never end.

Love,
your BFF
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the flying leaf
19 February 2010 @ 01:45 pm



After 2 months of procrastination, I've finally come about making my New Year's resolution.

It's as simple as it gets;

- Be happier.
 
 
the flying leaf
15 February 2010 @ 05:37 am




I fucking can’t sleep because I can’t stop crying.

Mom brought up our old dog at the table yesterday.

In case you didn’t know, I once had an English Cocker Spaniel when I was 9 going ten. Her name was Ginger, I had no idea how old she was, but she was previously trained by owners who sold her away because they were moving to a HDB flat. When I left to holiday in America in 1998 for two or three weeks, my dog was kidnapped during that period of time. We left the dog under the care of my cousin, who also had another dog. One faithful evening, someone kidnapped all the dogs along that street.

I found out yesterday that my mom actually dreamt of Ginger, called back and asked my Dad if everything was fine. Dad just said to come home quickly. She said in her dream, Ginger looked haggard and lost, and she kept going, ‘what happened to you Ginger?’

Oh god.

God, I can’t stop crying.

Oh god.

People say that when someone close to you passes on, you dream of that person one last time. I hope that happened to her.

Ginger, I really hope you passed on quickly. You must’ve been scared and lonely when they took you away. You must’ve been terrified, and wishing one of us was there with you. I really hope your torment was ended quickly. I hope your kidnappers were humane enough to let you go soon.

I’m sorry I wasn’t there to protect you.

I’m sorry I didn’t treat you better when you were with us.

I’m sorry I didn’t love you more.

I’m sorry I didn’t put in more effort to look for you.

I’m sorry I didn’t try my best to get you back.

I’m sorry I was so helpless.

Just know I really loved you.

R.I.P. Ginger.

I want to see you soon.

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the flying leaf
02 February 2010 @ 09:55 pm

I didn't call you out because I wanted a scolding.
I didn't call you out because I needed reminding.
I didn't call you out because I was aching to be told off.

I called you out because I craved comforting.
I called you because I wanted someone to whine to.
I called you out because I NEEDED sympathy.

All I wanted was a listening ear.

And you did everything I didn't want and nothing I did.

I deserve better.
You suck.

You freakin' ass.

I'm not going to you for my problems any more.

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the flying leaf
22 January 2010 @ 05:10 pm
Don't understate me, bitch.


 

 
 
the flying leaf
20 January 2010 @ 12:23 am
The Flying Leaf says:
 Catttt. Do you know what the stupid project thing meant  by the entertianment aspects of the F&B?

CATH says:
 ohhh
 means co operate gaming into the restaurant

The Flying Leaf says:
 Lols okok!
 Thank youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!

CATH says:
 OKAAAAAAAAAAAAI

The Flying Leaf says:
 I'm totally confused. I thought we have to put a stripper in the middle of the restaurant or something.
 *I was
 Or like, have some sheep there.

CATH says:
 LMAO
 maybe u can MAKE the sheeps to strip
 
The Flying Leaf says:
 SHEEP SHEARIN.

CATH says:
 then play sexy jazz music, LMAO
 da da da da ~~
like hypno them or something, LOL
 
 
the flying leaf
18 January 2010 @ 12:33 am

Stop playing around with me.
I'm not your toy.
I won't allow you to tread upon my feelings.

I won't give in.

But then again, I don't have proof, I don't have evidence.

All I have are these little suspicions :/

Which are hopefully just a figment of my imagination .__.

All I can do is pray and hope you're not that big of an asshole.
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the flying leaf
17 January 2010 @ 07:21 pm

I wish the week would just end itself now.

Fuck I hate the world.
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the flying leaf
14 January 2010 @ 09:57 pm

Unhappiness is the first step to being happy.
I'll be happy.
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